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| User: | cuttersincethen (3742296) the answers that we find are never what we had in mind
so we make it up as we go along |
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| Bio: | I'm in the process of deconstructing this journal and moving it to another username. This journal will remain open and used in the meantime, but I have moved beyond cutting, and this journal has become more than my place to contemplate self-injury. The name no longer feels appropriate, or truthful. There are other things in this journal. I don't feel like updating the bio to match, because this journal has become split between two groups of friends. Some days I wish I had a different username, but keeping track of several journals seems like too much work. And, really, the following is also true(though it was written while I was ticked at a particular person): I don't want to change the username; it's like a scar. It labels me a cutter. This bothers me to no end. I don't like labels. But the scars will not change, even though I'm no longer making them. If you feel the need to judge me based on my name, is it not the same as if you were judging me based on my scars? Anyway, the bio, the interests, even the friends and communities aren't a good way to get to know who I am. You'll have to talk to me. I do a lot of hiding, even here. Nothing that's public is complete, and most of my friends only entries are custom grouped. I spend more time on here than I should, and I go through phases where I ignore the internet entirely. Leave a comment somewhere if you're adding me as a friend, so that I know to add you back. Or if you're browsing and want to get to know me better. I haven't left that much open, but there are at least a few lyric-entries here and there, so there's something. That's probably the most complete bio I've ever written. I feel like I've wasted time. (last updated 04/08) | |
| Memories: | 91 entries | |
| Interests: | 15: biking, cigarettes and detective novels, films noir, jazz, literature, long drives, music, old movies, piano, poetry, rain, reading under the porchlight, research, steinway pianos, waterfronts | |
| Schools: | None listed | |
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| Account type: | Basic Account | |
